Hawas Update No 14
mard angrai le kar kameez utha
kar bola ؛ phir aon ga to aur bhi zor se chodon ga. .
dard huwa hai na ?
Nasreen ne rony soorat bana kar asbat mein sir
hila diya .
mard khush ho gaya aur khushi khushi wapas chala
gaya. paanch hi minton baad tari bhi pahonch gaya. is douran Nasreen puddi ko
andar bahar se dho kar kapray se khushk kar chuki thi .
tari andar daakhil huwa to Nasreen ne jism ko
toliye se lapeta huwa tha .
tari ko dekh kar palti aur boli : bhai! aap? ?
tari ne jhat se toliya uchak kar usay nangaa kar
diya, woh bhi aisay jism ko chhupanay lagi jaisay tari se pehli baar nangi
haalat mein Tarkra huwa ho .
tari bola : aur meri jaan! kaisi ho? kal ki
chudai ka mazA yaad hai ?
woh Ruhasni ho kar boli : Sikandar ne mujh se
dhoka kya, abhi aik barri Umar ka bandah zabar dasti mere sath kar ke gaya hai.
tari shlwar utaar kar land ko is ki puddi ke labon par masalte hue bola : bas
meri jaan fikar nah kya kar. . mazay liya kar. .
tari ne Nasreen ko goad mein bitha liya aur aik
ungli is ki puddi mein ghisa diya aur is ke honton ko choomnay laga. Nasreen ko
apna land thama diya jisay woh dheeray dheeray sahalande lagi. tari usay
choomta bhi jaar ha tha aur puddi ko ungli se ishtial bhi dila raha tha. paanch
saat minton baad hi Nasreen mukammal tor par garam ho gayi aur farigh ho gayi.
tari ne usay ghoree banaya aur is ki puddi se jim kar paisay poooray karne laga
.
mujhe maloom tha ke tari aik baar mein kam az
kam do baar Nasreen ko zaroor chode ga .
is liye mein bahar nikal aaya, mujhe Minzi
dikhayi day gayi jo meri taraf hi aa rahi thi .
mein bola : kahan jarahi ho ?
woh boli : tumahray paas hi aa rahi thi .
mein bola : acha! aik minute aao. . phir zara
kaam chaltay hain .
mein usay sath walay kamray mein le gaya aur is
ki shlwar ranon tak utaar kar usay ruku ki haalat mein khara kar ke is ki
khushk puddi mein land ghisa diya. is ki aik cheekh numa skari niklee. woh boli
: Sikandar dard ho raha hai. pehlay usay geela to honay do .
mein ne chaar paanch jhatkay diye aur land
nikaal liya. is ki shlwar oopar ki aur bola : aa
jao. . ab bazaar chaltay hain .
woh boli : yeh kya tha? tum ne mere andar woh
kyun dala ?
mein bola : bas yuhin. . itnay dinon se tum se
mila nahi tha to aaj mila to socha land aur puddi ki bhi salam dua karai jaye .
hum vagon mein baith kar mzng puhanche. Basheer
daar lamhi se machhli li aur wapas aagaye. hum ghar mein abhi daakhil nahi hue
thay ke tari Khan kameez ke button band karta huwa nikla. is ki nazar mere sath
chalti Minzi par pari to choank sa gaya. mein Minzi ko andar bhaij kar bola ؛ haan! tari bhai maza aaya .
woh Minzi ko murr kar dekh kar bola : haan yaar!
bohat aaj to is ne kamaal mazay karaye. yeh bachi kon hai ?
mein bola : yeh apne paros ki bachi hai. aisay
hi raste mein mili to socha usay bhi machhli ki dawat par bulwa lo .
mein ne machhli ka aik bara pees tari ko pakra
diya, woh kharray kharray khatay hue
bola : is ka kya scene hai? puddi miley gi na is
ki bhi ?
mein qadray khafa hotay hue bola : tari bhai!
tum kitney na didy aur laalchi ho, har bachi puddi marvany par raazi nahi hoti
.
woh mujhe makhan lagatay hue bola : to usay bhi
kisi chakkar mein le aa .
mein bola : is ki puddi maarny ka matlab hai is
makaan se haath dhona .
woh bola : makaan ki parwa na kar. . makaan mein
Dil dun ga. . to bas mujhe phudiyaan
dilaata reh. . aur sun. . dost ko phir kab lau ?
mein bola ؛
bas jab dil kere .
woh bola : yeh hui na baat. . acha phir mazay
kar .
mein andar daakhil huwa to Nasreen paint aur Bra
pehnay bed par baithi thi jabkay Minzi is ke sath, yeh raaz khul chuka tha tari
Nasreen ko chood kar gaya hai. mein ne usay kaha : mun haath dho kar a jao aur machhli
khate hain .
khana tenu ne khamoshi aur raghbat se khaya.
khanay ke baad Nasreen platen utha kar andar gayi to Minzi boli Sikandar oh
meri aik dost raazi hai magar tum usay paison wali baat mat karna
mein bola : woh puddi dainay par raazi hai ?
woh boli : haan magar mein ne usay kaha hai ke
aik baar ke so rupay milein ge. yeh nahi kaha yeh is kaam ke paisay hain. bola
ke bas mein waisay hi dosti yaari mein dun gi. bas tum mere bhai ko day do .
mein bola : agar achi hai to ziyada bhi day
sakta hon. bhai cosuon jis ka marzi naam laga do .
mein ne Minzi ke samnay jaib se paanch so
nikalay aur Nasreen ko diye, mein bola : yeh lo aaj ke paisay .
Nasreen do dinon mein gayarah so kama kar heran
hui so hui, Minzi ka to rang hi urr gaya. aik din mein paanch so kamanay ka sun
kar. usay maloom tha ke yeh wohi larki thi jo do din pehlay
silai seekhnay aayi thi aur aaj paanch so ka
note thaamay baithi thi. mein ne khud hi baat shuru ki ke Nasreen ko kaam
chahiye tha, kal is ne aik bande se puddi marwayi aur mein ne usay chay so
diye. aaj paanch so do se marvany ke .
Minzi boli : yeh bande kon thay ?
mein bola : bas yaar! dost hain. mil baant kar
khatay peetay hain to un ki khushi ke liye .
Minzi bhi achi terhan samajh
rahi thi ke mein yahan jism faroshi ka dhanda chala raha hon magar paanch so
itni barri raqam thi ke is ki aankhon ke agay patti bndh gayi thi .
jatay jatay mein ne Minzi ko pachaas ka note aur
Nasreen ki mojoodgi mein puddi mein land dono thama diye. usay puddi marvany
par koi aitraaz nahi tha magar Nasreen ke samnay chudne par sharam mehsoos kar
rahi thi. mein ne do minute is ki puddi mein land ghisa phir
Nasreen ke mun mein daal diya. Nasreen ne Minzi
ki puddi se nikla geela land bana kisi hichkichahat mun mein le liya .
mein ne Minzi ko aglay din jaldi anay ko kaha. Mera
plan kuch aur tha. mein un dono ko
mukammal gashtiyon ke roop mein dhalna chahta
tha .
mein is shaam ghar aaya to qudrat mojood thi.
mein ne usay aik side par bulaya aur usay baho mein bhar kar bola : meri jaan!
tum ne wada kya tha ke apni do gi ?
woh boli : mein ne kaha tha jab barray ho jayen
ge tab dun gi .
mein bola ؛
mahinay ke mahinay khoon nikalta hai na ?
woh boli : haan! woh to kapray atay hain mujhe .
mein bola : bas itna hi kaafi hai .
woh boli : nahi Sikandar ! abhi nahi .
mein bola : acha! puddi dikha to do ?
woh boli : magar tum koi shararat mat karna .
is ne idhar idhar dekh kar apni shlwar thori si
khiska di, mein ne is ki sakht aur kasi hui puddi ke labon ko chuva aur qudrat
ke mun mein zabaan daal kar kapron ke oopar se land ko is ke puddi par ragadnay
laga .
woh boli : bas. . ab mein jarahi hon .
woh ujlat mein chali gayi. mein sochnay laga ke
qudrat waisay to sanwali si hai magar pehli chudai ke achay paisay ban satke
hain .
agli subah mein ghar se nikla to mujhe hijaab
mein muqaddas nazar aayi. muqaddas Shekhon ki sab se barri beti thi aur bulaa
ki Hussain thi. mein ne kam hi itni Hussain larkiyan dekhi hain .
mein phisal kar is ke paas ja pouncha aur bola
muqaddas baji kahan jarahi hain ?
woh taiz taiz qadam uthatay hue boli : haan
Sikandar ! tum kahan ja rahay ho ?
mein bola ؛ School ki taraf. .
woh boli : acha! aik kaam hai tum se magar mere
bhai ho kisi ko batana mat .
mera dil mein laddu phalnay lagey ke pata nahi
muqaddas ko kya kaam ho sakta hai ?
is ne apne bag se aik lifaafa nikala aur boli :
yeh aik khat hai usay dakkhane se
registary karana hai, kralo ge ?
mein bola ؛
jee baji zaroor. .
is ne purse se pachaas rupay nikalay to mein
bola : choden baji. . mein day dun ga .
is ne israar kya magar mein ne inkaar kar diya .
mein ne lifaafa thaam liya. thori hi der mein is
ke college ki bus pahonch gayi aur woh is mein sawaar ho gayi .
mein lifaafa thaam kar School chala gaya. shaam
tak to mujhe lifaafa yaad hi nah raha, jab yaad aaya to khol kar dekha. is ke
andar aik form satha. mein ne form parhnay ki koshish ki to pata chala ke Islamabad
ki kisi laboratory ko report bhaije theen to un ka result haasil karne ka form
tha. magar woh form muqaddas ka nahi tha. woh kisi naheed ka tha. mein sochnay
laga ke apne muhallay mein naheed kon ho sakti hai. muqaddas ki saari behnoon
ko mein jaanta tha, ab yeh naheed kon thi. mein muqaddas se
pooch bhi nahi sakta tha kyunkay uska khat mein
ne khol kar parha tha .
mein ne sir jhatak kar lifaafa registary krwadya
aur raseed jaib mein rakh li .
mein muhallay ke paas tha to Razia ka aashiq
dikhayi diya, woh teer ki terhan mere paas aaya aur
bola : aur chhootey bhai! kaisay ho ?
mein bola : theek hon tum sunaaoo ?
woh bola ؛
mein bhi theek hon yaar. . woh mulaqaat ka pland banaao yaar .
mein bola ؛
makaan hai tumahray paas ?
woh bola : makaan to nahi hai. tum intizam karo.
teen so rupay hain mere paas .
mein bola : yaar! yeh baar baar nahi chalay ga.
kher, tum aik baat batao, tum Razia se shadi karo ge ?
woh gur bara gaya aur bola ؛
sochon ga. . shayad baat ban jaye .
mein bola : yaar saaf saaf kaho. puddi ke
chakkar mein ho .
woh bola : haan pehlay lagta tha ke is se
mohabbat karta hon ab bas puddi ka maza aata hai .
mein bola : to tumhe Razia ki bajaye waisay hi
puddi le deta hon .
woh herat se bola hain. . kis
ki ?
mein bola : Razia ki kya Umar ho gi ?
woh bola : baaes taees saal to ho gi ?
mein bola : agar tumhe solah saal ki bachi ki le
dun, phir? aashiqii maushiqi bhi nahi karni parre gi .
woh ankhen phaar kar bola؛
sahih hai. . le do. .
mein bola : magar is ki teen so mai nahi kam az
kam aath no so mein banay gi .
woh ghabra kar bola : yaar mere paas to bas chay
so rupay hain .
mein ne is se chay so pakar liye. mujhe maloom
tha ke aaj tari ke anay ke imkaan kam hain. ab Nasreen ke do so jaib se to nah
dainay parrin .
mein ne usay paanch bujey makaan par anay ko
kaha. woh kambakht saarhay chaar bujey hi pahonch gaya .
aaj Nasreen ke paas naya gahak pouncha to is ne
pehlay ki terhan nahkre dukhaay phir is ke israar par aik aik kar ke saaray
kapray utaar diye. woh aisi tang puddi mein paanch minute hi mein farigh ho
gaya aur lout gaya. mein ne darwazay se nikalta dekh kar kaha : haan
ustaad! kya bana hai maza aaya ?
woh bola : maza to aaya magar puddi bohat tight
hai bohat jaldi land lake ho gaya .
mein bola : koi baat nahi. agli baar zara land
der se daalna. . pehlay mammon par pyaas bujha lena .
woh chala gaya to mein Nasreen ke paas pouncha
aur bola haan bhae kya bana ?
woh boli bana kya hai? puddi ko land ka poori
terhan maza bhi nahi aaya tha ke chhuut gaya .
mein bola : samose khao gi ?
woh boli : nahi pehlay tum meri puddi maro. .
phir samose khatay hain .
mein ne usay ulta lita diya aur usay ghoree bana
kar is ki puddi mein land ghisa diya. woh piche mu kar boli : oui. . Sikandar
tum kitni be dardi se puddi mein land ghusate ho .
mein bola : tumhari puddi tang hi itni hai ke
kya karoon, land phas phas kar jata hai .
woh siskari le kar puddi ka dana masal kar boli
: Sikandar ! kal raat mere mamu ke betay. . ne. . mere sath zabar dasti ki thi.
. behan chood. . ne. . latrine mein ghis kar. . puddi maari. .
mein bola : tum kya karne gayi theen? pishaab
karne ya puddi marvany ?
woh boli : mein to pishaab karne gayi to kamina
mera intzaar kar raha tha, mein niklee to ghaseet kar wapas andar le gaya aur
puddi maar di. mein ne bhi puddi ko kas liya. .. ao. . is terhan land ko maza
aaya. . na ?
is ne puddi ko bheencha to land jaisay puddi
mein mazeed phas gaya, mein bola : haan! maza to
aaya. .. phir kya huwa ?
woh apne kullho ko agay peechay kar ke land ko
puddi mein hilaate hue
boli : bas. . madar chood. . chhuut gaya. . do
teen minton mein. . mein ne qisam khayi hai ke is ki behan ko bhi mein mein so
rupay mein chudwaun gi .
mein chootnay wala tha, is ne poora zor lagaya
aur sara money is ke gaand ke sorakh par jangoo se baha diya aur bola : qisam
se Nasreen tum waqai bara aala qisam ka pees ho. jitni baar marzi puddi maar
lo. . lagta hai puddi dheeli hi nahi hoti balkay tight ho jati hai .
woh chuttaron se bahtay money ko haath se saaf
karte hue boli : mujhe puddi ko tight karna aata hai .
mein bola : waqai. . yeh kaisay karti ho tum ?
woh boli : mein ne jab apne se barray bande se marwayi
to mein ne socha meri to khul jaye gi, tab mein jaan boojh puddi mein ungelian
daal layte taakay land jaisa maza aaye. baad mein mujhe raat ko bistar mein
khailnay ko aik khail mil gaya. mein puddi mein ungelian daal kar un ko
pakarney ki koshish karti thi .
mein ne is ki puddi mein apni do ungelian dalain
aur bola : unhein pakar kar dikhao .
is ne muskura kar puddi ko tight kya. to waqai
is ki pakar ki wajah se mujhe zara sa zor laga kar ungelian wapas khenchna
parrin .
mein ne teen chaar baar koshish ki to har baar
is ne isi terhan kya .
mein bara khush ho gaya, yeh to kaam aasakta
tha, woh yeh tareeqa baqyon ko bhi sikha sakti thi .
mein bola : aaj aur koi nahi anay wala, hum dono
hi hain, samoson ke baad dobarah chudai shuru karen ge .
is din koi mazeed gahak nahi aaya. mujhe makaan
liye aik maheena ho chala tha aur mein ne barri aasani se nah sirf makaan ka
kiraya ada kar diya balkay samaan ke bhi paisa adha ada kar diye. mere paas aik
mahinay mein aik mustaqil larki aa chuki thi jo har waqt chudne ko muyassar
thi. do gahak thay, aik tari aur Razia ka aashiq. sab se ziyada kamaai tari aur
baalo ki badolat hui thi. baqi to samajh hair phair hi mein kamaye thay .
mein Razia ke paas bohat dinon baad gaya. woh
boli : kahan hota hai to? ab to milta hi nahi .
mein bola : bas kuch kaam mein masroof tha .
woh kapron ke oopar se apni puddi ko daba kar
boli : puddi le ga ?
mein bola : haan kyun nahi ?
woh khush ho gayi aur boli : chal aja opar. .
tujhe kahani sonaati hon .
mein ne barray dinon se kahani suntay hue puddi
ka maza nahi liya tha to mun ka zayega badalny ko maan kya .
woh shlwar utaar kar ulti late
gayi aur mein ne is ke kullho mein se land guzaar kar is ki puddi mein ghisa
diya
woh risalay ke safhay palatne palatne aik kahani
par ruki aur boli : yeh wali theek rahay gi. to aaraam aaraam se kar jaldi kya
hai. itnay dinon baad aaya hai, aaj to tasalii se kar .
mein ne is ki kameez mein haath guzaar kar
mammay ko thaam liya aur usay choodnay laga .
woh kahani sunanay lagi : kahani aik bachi ki
thi jis ke maa baap mar gaye aur woh apne rishta daaron ke ghar aagai, jahan is
ke sath nihayat Bura sulooq hota tha. woh din raat ghar ka kaam karti aur usay
khanay ko bhi kam milta. aik din woh kisi kaam se bazaar gayi to wahan aik ghatiya
sift dukandaar ne usay bhooka paker khanay ko kuch diya aur badlay mein apna land
masalnay ko kaha. woh maan gayi, ab usay jab bhi bhook lagti woh jati aur
dukandaar ki jinsi bhook mitati. dheeray dheeray dukandaar ne mehez land dabwane
par itfaq kya aur usay land choosnay ko kehta. woh sab manti rahi aur kuch hi
hafton mein chudwa bhi liya. usay aik zareya mil gaya, ab woh jahan bhi jati
aur jis bhi cheez ki zaroorat hoti, puddi ke badlay haasil kar layte .
kahani khaas nahi thi magar yeh woh kahani thi jo
mein ne apni aankhon se dekhi thi. Nasreen is kahani ka jeeta jaagta kirdaar
thi. is kahani ka kirdaar ban'nay ke liye yateem hona bhi zaroori nahi tha
balkay Minzi to baap ke hotay hue bhi choti mouti cheezon ke aiwz chudavane ko
raazi thi. idhar Razia jis ki puddi mein is waqt maar raha tha, woh to muft
mein hi chid rahi thi .
mein ne jhatkay taiz kiye to woh boli : Sikandar
a peechay bhi kar zara si der. .. haae kaminey to itnay dinon baad
kyun aaya. .. maar. . na. . peechay se bhi. .
mein ne land is ki giili puddi se nikaal kar is
ki gaand mein ghusa diya .
woh Siskari bhar kar boli : oui, maza agaya. .
mein bola : Razia ! tumhari to puddi aur Gand
aik sath marni chahiye. . aik land. . puddi
mein. . ho aur aik gaand mein. .
woh jhatkay lagatay hue boli : to maarna. ..
jaisay tera dil chahay. .
mein ne is ka gaand chand zor daar jhatkay diye
aur sara money is ki gaand mein baha diya .
choodnay ke baad mein bola : kya khayaal hai aik
sath do do land le lo gi ?
woh herat se boli : to sach mein aisa keh raha
hai ya mazaaq kar raha hai ?
mein bola : nahi sach keh raha hon .
woh boli : magar dosra bandah kon ho ga ?
mein bola : kisi ko ghair kar le aon ga. tum to
raazi hona ?
woh boli : theek hai. . mein raazi hon. .
mein bola : bas to phir tayyar rehna .
is raat mujhe qudrat mili, mein bola : meri
jaan! aao nah idhar .
mein is shaam mein aik dafaa Nasreen ko aik
dafaa Razia ko chood chuka tha, is waqt bilkul mood nahi tha magar majboori thi
to qudrat par bhi dooray daalnay laga .
woh paas aayi to mein ne dboch kar baho mein
bhar liya aur laga usay choomnay aur chaatnay. woh pehlay to kuch der mera sath
deti rahi phir johi mein ne is ki shlwar ko haath lagaya, woh machal gayi aur
boli : Sikandar ! tumhe har waqt yahi kaam kyun charha rehta hai. kabhi tum ne
mujh se pyar bhari baat ki hai. jab bhi mlitay ho seedha mujhe nanga karne
lagtay ho aur meri shlwar mein. .. chhe. .
mein bola : yeh bhi to pyar hai .
woh boli : nahi! yeh hawas hai. . tum hawas ke
maaray ho, jis din mein ne tumhe apni day di tum mujhe dobarah pucho ge bhi
nahi .
woh wapas chali gayi, mein sochnay laga ke saali
kehti to theek hai, mujhe is se ya kisi aur se mohabbat kahan hai mein to sab
ki dalali ya phudiyaan maarny mein hi khush hon .
aglay din mujhe tari ke paas bhi jana tha
kyunkay Razia kisi dosray mard se chudavane ko raazi ho gayi thi. Razia un
larkiyon mein se thi jinhein chudavane ka shoq tha, mard kon tha is se koi
gharz nahi tha .
meri subah aankh khuli to amma boli : Sikandar !
aaj to kahin bahar mat jana. aaj School ki bhi chhutti karle .
mein bola : par mere to perchy honay walay hain
.
woh boli : prchon ki konsi to tayari karta hai.
saar din to ghar mein aur bazaar mein aawara phirta rehta hai ya ghar se gayab
rehta hai. aik baat aur. . to ne kayi hafton se nah koi farmaaish ki hai aur
nah hi mujh se paisay mangay hain. . yeh barri ajeeb baat hai. pehlay to sir
kha jata tha .
mein angrai le kar bola ؛
bas mein mard ho to mein kahin nah kahin se guzara kar laita hon. waisay bhi
jon jon bara ho raha hon to kaam dhanda dhundon ga ya har waqt paisay mangta
rahon ga .
amma aur aapa ghar se kahin bahar chali gayeen
aur mein akela betha din guzaar raha tha .
meri qismat achi thi ke chaawlon ki plate le kar
qudrat aagai .
mujhe chaawlon se qatee koi dilchaspi nah thi,
mujhe to qudrat ki sale kholna thi, kamini barray mahino se mujhe tarkha rahi thi.
is se kahin ziyada jaazib nazar Minzi aur Nasreen theen jin ko jim kar chood
chuka tha aur yeh thi ke nahkre hi khatam nahi ho rahay thay .
woh boli : yeh lo chawal. .
mein ne plate is ke haath se le kar rakhi aur
usay baho mein bhar liya. woh ksmsa kar
boli : Sikandar ! kya kar rahay ho, koi aajay ga
.
mein bola : aaj is waqt tak koi nahi aaye ga jab
tak mein tujhe kali se phool nahi bana deta .
mein ne is ke honton ko choom liya aur usay
mazeed mazbooti se apne sath chipta liya. is ne barri mushkil se apne hont azad
kurwaye aur boli ؛ Sikander kya kar
rahay ho ?
mein ne achanak hi usay baho mein uchak liya aur
usay utha kar sehan se kamray mein le aaya aur bistar par laa phenka. is ne
uthnay ki koshish ki magar mein taizi se apna payjamh ranon
tak utaar kar is ke oopar
charh gaya. is ne mujhe dhakelnay ki koshish ki magar mein poooray wazan ke
sath is ke oopar sawaar ho chuka tha, mein ne dono haath is ke kullho ke
neechay diye aur shlwar ke nefe ko pakar kar neechay ghaseet liya. is ki puddi
nangi ho gayi to mein ne land se is ki puddi ke labon par ragren lagany shuru
kar den. woh kuch der to zor lagati rahi phir boli : Sikandar ! mujhe chore do,
mein ne wada kya hai na ke dun gi. . to sabr karo. .
mein bola : teen mahino se sabr. . hi to kya
hai. . aaj to puddi mein land jaye ga hi jaye ga. .
woh dhakelnay mein nakaam rahi to boli : acha!
aik. . minute. . aik minute. . tum. . yahan mat daalo
mein bola : kya matlab. .
woh hichkicha kar boli : wahan. . peechay se kar
lo. .
mein bola : matlab. . puddi ki bajaye gaand mein
daal dun ?
woh asbat mein sir hila kar boli : haan! wahan
daal do. .
mein bola : acha! aik minute ruk mein land par
saathi chadata hon phir dalta hon .
mein ne apni almaari se condom uthaye aur aik ka
rapar khol kar usay land par charha liya. woh khamoshi se shlwar utaar kar ulti
ho kar late gayi, yani usay peechay se dalwanay mein koi mslyh nahi tha. is ne
khud hi shlwar utaar di thi aur ulti late bhi gayi thi .
mein ne usay ghanton ke saharay kya taa ke is ke
koolhay mere land ke barabar ounchay ho jayen aur land is ki gaand ke sorakh
par rakha. is ka sorakh dekhnay hi se andaza ho gaya ke yeh land andar jane
wala pehla umeed waar nahi hai. is se pehlay bhi land is ki gaand ki sair kar
chuke hain .
mein ne land ghusaya to is ki siskaari nikal
gayi, woh sisak kar
boli : oui. .. Sikandar . . aaraam se daalo. na
.
mein ne land ghusaya to woh poora hi bana kisi
waqt andar chala gaya. mein ne land ko zara sa bahar ko khincha aur dobarah
dhkila, land bana kisi mushkil pehli hi baar mein ravani mein andar bahar honay
laga. Itnay mahino se qudrat isi wajah se
chudne se bhaagti thi ke is ko puddi nahi marwani thi aur gaand ka apne mun se
kaisay kehti ?
0000
mein ne taizi se is ki gaand marni shuru kar di,
woh gehri sansen lainay lagi jaisay usay is se pehlay bhi gaand marvany ka
lutaf uthana aata ho .
mein ne khoob zor laga laga kar is ki gaand se
insaaf kya aur phir usay oopar bitha liya. qudrat jo pehlay kameez pehnay hue
thi mein ne usay mukammal nanga kar diya aur usay kaha ke woh hil hil kar chudwane
.
qudrat ne khoob achi terhan hilnay ki mashq kar
rakhi thi aur hil hil kar gaand ka maza diya aur mujhe jald hi farigh kar diya
.
woh mere chootnay ke baad shlwar pahannay lagi
to mein bola : itni bhi kya jaldi hai meri jaan pehli nangi haalat mein jee
bhar kar dekh to lainay day .
0000
woh sharmaa kar boli : bakwaas mat karo. . mujhe
nangi honay mein bohat sharam aati hai. is ne taizi se shlwar aur kameez charha
li .
mein ne usay goad mein bitha liya aur bola : to
pehlay bhi jim kar gaand marwati hai .
woh khamosh ho gayi, mein bola : batana. .
sharamati kyun hai ?
woh ab bhi chup rahi to mein ne pehlay ka
azmooda nuskha apnaya aur jaib se so ka note nikala aur bola : yeh le. . meri
taraf se koi gift le lena. mein lainay gaya tha magar kuch samajh nahi aaya ke
tairay liye kya khareedon ?
is ne zara sa hichkicha kar note thaam liya. yeh
ghareebon ka mohalla tha aur so rupay bohat barri raqam thi. kisi larki ke paas
paisay hona to waisay hi anhoni si baat thi. unhein kabhi maa baap do teen
rupay day dete
to yeh barri baat hoti. un paison se woh apne
liye koi nah koi cheez le litin, jaisay dahi bhallay chaat yaan gole gappey. so
rupay hona to waqai Ameer honay wali baat thi .
kher, mein is se bola : to mujhe to bta day.
mein to tera yaar hon. . bta kis ne pehlay teri gaand maari hai ?
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